Wednesday, March 17, 2021

One Hundred Ninety

The Feeling of Evening

I love the feeling of evening I’ve had since I was a child. The anticipation which comes with it sheer excitement for my 5pm play time. And when I started schooling, I was always looking forward to my sports house practice.


Also the feeling of excitement to hear the last bell ringing, then to rush to ayah’s car or to walk home with Alia. I gushed about my club meetings in the evening, or marching training.


I have loved everything about anticipating evenings. Rain or shine evenings have always made my heart full. 


When I first met Syafiq our dates were usually in the evening. At the park we took a walk. When I began my career, evenings are the time I begin to clock in.


Evenings are beautiful, even on my bad hair days.

Tuesday, March 9, 2021

One Hundred Eighty Nine

 "I've never seen you show your emotions to your subordinates," he said. "I'm so sorry this happens to you."


Marriage can be pretty stressful sometimes but moments like today get me wonder what have I done to deserve someone as loving and caring like him.