Wednesday, November 16, 2016

One Hundred Fifty Three

I wish there's some kinda technology which connect my brain to the blog. So when ideas come flooding my brain it would automatically update here.

Tuesday, November 15, 2016

One Hundred Fifty Two

I do second guess my own decision sometimes especially during tough times like this.

But as I took my morning stroll just now, and saw people rushing for work when I had the luxury of time, I reminded myself that tough times don't last, tough people do.

I need to multiply the effort, and persevere.

Sunday, October 16, 2016

One Hundred Fifty One

She pulled him nearer, staring into his eyes and whispered,

"Do I look like I f__ing care?"

She released his collar. Gently.

Wednesday, October 5, 2016

One Hundred Fifty

Have you ever been reminded of something you already know, something you've held on to - but it still struck you?

I have.

Though the reminder wasn't really directed to me; sharing table with the discussed parties, I was made dumbfounded.

Someone reminded us that rezeki comes from Allah and it's Him whom we should be asking for more. Not the vendor. Not the back debtors.

I mean, I know the person meant after chasing these people, we must return to Allah and put our ultimate reliance on Him.

I... almost forgot that part. I know I always tell myself every rezeki comes from Allah but this time our efforts didn't seem to sync with our belief.

Sometimes rezeki does not only come in form of money (nor job). Today it came in form of a valuable lesson.

Wednesday, September 21, 2016

One Hundred Forty Nine

This morning, Syafiq came close to me, and said something very romantic. He was almost whispering.

"Baca sajak ke?" I asked. Knowing from the beginning it was actually a song.

He was taken aback and retracted, "Kuasamlah Jaja ni! Tahulah suara kita tak sedap."

I burst into laughter. He further said, half merajuk, "Kita ni asyik dikelilingi orang yang suka bahan kita je."

Saturday, September 17, 2016

One Hundred Twenty Eight

I've been given a luxury of time hence there was a lot of time spent on thinking of things that may seem nonsensical to others.

I blurted out a question to my darling husband on our way to his football match last night.

"What do you want people to associate you with?"

"A successful business."

I nodded silently. Smiled, impressed.

"Okay name three. Two more, please."

"Hmm... being helpful." Oh yes. He is really helpful. Very helpful to the effect that he'd abandon me in the middle of the night to help his friends out. I nodded again.

"Last one?"

"Husajdhasj ijahhadsnazura." The sound of a superbike engine interrupted so I couldn't hear properly. But I knew he was also mumbling."

"Come again?"

"Husband Ijah Ajura."